I received an email from wordpress this morning stating that it’s been a while since I’ve posted. This is fact. It’s been over 1 year and 2 days since my last post and apparently I missed my year anniversary with wordpress. Ok, wordpress, I think you’ve gotten my attention.
On August 31, 2012… I decided to let go and live my life. It was the best decision I had ever made. A week later on September 8, 2012… I met the love of my life. It’s almost exactly a year later and he is still my stone, my rock, the perfect match for me. I am still madly in love with him and in a year we will be married.
On August 31st… I let everything go. I let go of stress, of worries, of anger. I let go of the negative, the things that held me down and the way I use to view myself. I let go of that past life and it was amazing.
I couldn’t even tell you what love was before I met J. I had thoughts of love, ideas of love, the feeling and yearning of wanting to be in love but I never received it. Not until J. He taught me what love really was in more ways than one and I’ve been able to share that with him in return. Looking back on a past post, this passage caught my eye
I’m starting to realize that the guys I like are more reserved as far as social norms go. I like a guy that’s sarcastic, witty, funny and doesn’t need to chat about every little thing. Sometimes I like to sit in silence just knowing the other person is there. Sometimes I can stare at a person for hours, this person needs to be ok with that and maybe even enjoys doing the same in return. I’m an easy person to talk to yes, but at the same time I don’t feel like I need to fill the silence. “Enjoy the Silence” as Depeche Mode sang about, but that’s just me.
How fitting to read that, be able to copy and send that passage to him and in return realize that I’ve found my perfect match. This man is my true penguin. Penguins of yor no longer exist. I can’t even imagine what that life would have been if I had tried to pursue said person. I don’t know what my life would have been like if I had moved to another state, but I do know this… I would have never met my penguin. I would have never fallen in love. I would never have expected to have the life I currently have now.
Live and let go. That’s all I have to say. The universe knows what’s next for you, you just have to be willing to open your heart and mind and embrace it.